April pays to fuck me
Over
Every single year.
She does not let me forget
That no one is really worth any of it.
I read the horror stories
My father wrote,
In a dark closet somewhere north of the ocean.
I am the one that must always be lied to
Under the sky the sun never leaves
At the very edge of the continent.
And because of this
One morning in April
I got so high
That when I came down I died.
I was stoned
To death.
And I will do it all over again.
April is leaving my bed
Yes she wants me to come with her.
Over
Every single year.
She does not let me forget
That no one is really worth any of it.
I read the horror stories
My father wrote,
In a dark closet somewhere north of the ocean.
I am the one that must always be lied to
Under the sky the sun never leaves
At the very edge of the continent.
And because of this
One morning in April
I got so high
That when I came down I died.
I was stoned
To death.
And I will do it all over again.
April is leaving my bed
Yes she wants me to come with her.
